Yes, this is an online journal about longing. About loving. About aching. About wishing.
Since this is just a resurrection of an old blog (I moved to a new blog, which is already gathering traffic from friends on Facebook, thus I can’t very well post about people I’ve been pining/pined for), I’ve kept the old posts, but re-categorized some entries that can still be related to this blog’s new theme/mood.
And it’s all about “butterflies,” in the Tori Amos sense: men and women who I’m in love/have been in love with.
They are the butterflies:
The Devil: A former lover who has repeatedly broken my heart. And so I left him (details of the ‘leaving’ can be found on my other blog). Read about him here. <–clickey-click!
Goliath: The one who I pined for for over a year. Read about him here.
Black Balloon: The one who can never, ever feel the same way towards me unless he…never mind. Read about him here.
The Stranger: The artist, musician, filmmaker. An ex whose gig last June revived what I felt for him in 2001. Read about him here.
These entries will accumulate in the future. There may even be additional “butterflies.”
As of now, I’ll let myself be ruled by what I feel. And what I feel is usually ruled by butterflies.
