Emotions are volatile, tricky little things, and so we all know they are anything but creatures of logic. But, I am starting to realize, we can choose who these emotions can smolder, even if it were just in secrecy. In the privacy of your mind. I, for instance, have chosen to love and be in love with YOU. In utmost secrecy from YOU.
I admit that it’s a coward’s way out. Let this fire out-sparkle the one that has kept me in happy perdition for more than a year already. If I choose to make you the center of all these intense emotions, albeit it being unrequited, I know I will be able to really save myself.
I will be in pain because of this choice. But I will be safer.
