So please, please, please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time.
It’s been a hazy weekend for me. Too hazy I didn’t get much work done. I drank god knows how many bottles of red wine and vodka from early Friday night till the wee hours in the morning of Saturday. I think it’s just sheer luck that I got home safe.
“I’ve been hiding under your porch because I love you,” says the talking dog from Up.
My sis, her boyfriend, and I are now on our way home after watching that Disney-Pixar 3d animation film.
Funny how something created for kids can affect me. Now I’ve a renewed sense of what I want in THIS lifetime. After all, there’s no use wishing for some sort of reboot so I can go back to the past, do things differently, and perhaps get a better outcome. Imposible naman kasi yun. We only get 1 chance in this life. But I can do things differently now… I’ll prepare myself for a wunnerful future. And yes, I’ve decided I won’t be alone in that future.ü We will be riding a balloon-flown house with all the happy memories kept inside.ü
Paradise Falls, here we come. üü
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I just read this from somewher: “They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel.”
I won’t ever forget. Kaya alak pa!
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Friday, payday, but I døn’t have to spend just to drink, drink, drink, drink, drink. The office art boss won’t be able to treat us, but I found another opportunity for free drinks, drinks, drinks, drinks, drinks.ü Lucky, lucky me.ü Now I’m just waiting for that free ride. Yes, even that one is free, free, free, free, free.ü Hurrah for little blessings.
And let’s not forget a still unknown blessing coming my way. Still don’t know what (or who?) it is, but I can almost smell it.ü It smells like berries, and beaches, and kisses, and basil leaves, and unbroken promises, and answered prayers.üüü
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Things aren’t really that peachy in my personal life. But I’m still smiling. ^_^ Something good is coming, I can SENSE it. I’ve had these before: these happy, butterflies-in-the-stomach-peppy hunches. And, without fail, after these hunches, something REALLY good would come my way. Some say it’s probably because positive energy naturally attracts good fortune. Well, I say I’m sorta psychic. ^_^ But my “psychic power” only goes into action when something REALLY good is gonna happen. And right now, you can draw a big smiley 
emoticon on my face because that’s how thrilled I am with that unknown entity coming my way. Excited na ako. ^_^
Sino or ano kaya ang magandang dadating sa buhay ko?
Dear, I know I texted you earlier that you’ll get used to it. But I forgot to tell you that if you have the discipline of an attention-deficit, three-year-old boy (tulad ko), you’re gonna get crazy. Buti na lang mas advanced ang EQ mo kesya sakin. ;( Mas malayo ang mararating mo. ;(
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I’m missing someone too. ;’( But like what I’ve texted you, you’ll get used to that part. I know I will. I’m positive.
Lilith is making progress. Weeeeeeeeee! ^_^
Pasingtabi po…some may find this “prayer” offensive. Wrote this last night on my cellphone, while I was (desperately) trying to get some sleep. Wasak lang po to.
Fairy godsister Ria: Dear, have faith. The prince is late ‘coz he got stuck in some (karmic) traffic.
Yes, thanks to recent events (and the fairy godsister ^_^), cynical Lilith is starting to believe in real-life fairy tales. But my happily ever after is caught in traffic…or just lost somewhere, probably asking for directions just to get to me. I’ll try to patiently wait. ^_^
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I don’t know if you guys can still remember me raving about this artist, this madman whose strange land is occupied by beasts, lonely corporate men in suits, ghosts, cats, what-not. I just found out that he used to work in my new office here in Makati.
I’m a fan, and in case I have saved enough to get a new tattoo, I’d have him design it. I’ve been wanting to get a tattoo designed by him for more than a year now. Kaso wala pang pera. Tapos syempre babayaran ko din sya. For now, I just have to content myself by looking at his art online.
The Package by Arno Salvador
DRG: Dizzy boy, you’re obviouuus. Breathe a little closer. I need to pee into your mouth, Dizzy Boy. Low battery, oh shit. (flip-flip-flip) (dances like a clown). I love The Killers. (drinks beer) Are we lovers? Or are we fuckers? God, I miss Che Ramos.. Ano ba! I miss my gay lover…er friend… too…gawd, he’s so hot. He acted with this super hot Mexican actor…
More than a year ago, I was getting over an almost seven-year long relationship. It was pretty traumatic. But I learned a lot from it. (we eventually ended up as bestfriends)
Because of that relationship, I vowed never to fall deeply in love with someone. I was going through my posts that time, and I came across this gem (click on it!):
I wrote it on May 15, 2008. I vowed never to give myself to anyone who doesn’t fit that criteria. The initial reaction for some readers (who don’t know me) was “Why such criteria? Even someone as hot as Megan Fox can’t snag such a guy!” But, see, my point was, I will never EVER fall in love again with anyone.
Imposible pala yung binalak kong yan. Gaga pa din ako.
